TMI Show more
Accidentally ate too much of the wrong dairy the other day (Trader Joe's chocolate pudding) and 2018 is still being evicted by my body.
photo, dog, eye contact Show more
Andy says hi
mh, relationships Show more
I'm depressed, and part of it is being back in text contact with exbf (at least for a couple of days, not in the past day or two), and I'm again disappointed, and centering that contact in my head. I recognize this is not good for me, and the less I think about it, the better. Also the pot that I spent a lot of time working on is disappointing and I am going to recycle that clay. I do that a lot, it's just clay and can be reformed, but UGH.
mh(-) Show more
I think I lost a whole day today. OK not lost, but did nothing useful and have been pretty anxious. Starting over tomorrow.
dog pic! got a reference pic of how big the Irish Wolfhound puppy is Show more
steven- siberian husky- 10yrs
coel- irish wolfhound- 6mo
Pulled a card from my Alice deck in a moment of panicky self-doubt, and it's Strength. Fortitude. Keep calm and carry on. I'll try. #tarot
mh(~?) Show more
It's noon, I've been up since dawn, and have done nothing except have a minor meltdown about how my most expensive jeans do not fit anymore (and I didn't wear them much b/c they are nice.) Middle age is not easy, but I can buy new jeans, and maybe consign the old ones, or else donate. I don't hate my body, but it keeps changing in middle-aged ways, and I think I might need new glasses, too. I'm on Day 1 of vacation, and all I've done is stress myself.
mh(-) Show more
I took my dog on a walk in the drizzly fog. I didn't want to go outside, but he deserves his walk. Didn't see any humans, which was ok b/c I was crying part of the way. Feeling lonely and sorry for myself. I absolutely made the right decision re breakup, but I miss having someone in my phone.
relationship breakup (~) Show more
One of the many things that is hard about aging while unpartnered is not having 'a person' who is the dependable one when you need help, medical care, etc. I'm fine on my own as long as I remain able to take care of myself. I've never learned to create 'chosen family' as others have.
relationship breakup(~) Show more
We met in a Meetup group, and that will be awkward in the future, but I'm not close with anyone in particular there. He's hosting the next one, so skipping that of course.
potter, knitter, programmer, hermit, tarot reader, not necessarily in that order. Going to try to be more social! #mefite
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