Cyannin @Cyannin@wandering.shop

I ordered a mini trampoline and it won't arrive until next Wednesday and I'm going to be obsessing until then. I hope it's the magical lower impact exercise of my dreams.

If it's before 4 am it's not waking up early, it's just sparkling insomnia.

It would help if I had energy when I woke up early. Instead I'm basically a ghoul. A hungry ghoul.

I wish when my body decided to wake up early, it could send along some energy. Instead, I'm just hungry.

My whole life I've had can't-fall-asleep insomnia, but I've always slept solidly in the mornings.
Not this year. I don't know if it's my age or mild mania or what but I've been up with the sun more often than not this spring. I'm not really a fan.

I have two tomato cages, I might just try to stake the third plant, idk. I have one crappy trellis that I can probably use for the peas, or maybe I'll figure out how to rig something out of twine. I guess I could always go back to the store but I'd rather not.

Plants are in. I have feelings about this community garden setup which I might explore in a later post. But I'm going with it for now, I'll try to stick it out for a season.

I've got three cherry tomatoes (2x sungold, 1 sweet millions), bush beans, eggplant, sugar snap peas (2 types), black beauty zucchini, funny round summer squash, and funny round lemon cucumbers. I think I might be a bit overwhelmed with the cherry tomatoes and summer squashes/zukes, guess we'll see.

I need like child-sized earbuds but I've never seen any that looked like even okay quality. I have really tiny ear holes 😑

Well fuck. 😞 Back to the grind I guess.

I had to clean the elder cat's ears and now she hates me 😞
She'll forgive me eventually but it's going to take a few meals.

Assuming I can find starts that is.

I'm looking into a plot in the community garden a few blocks away. It looks like it gets fairly full sun, which my yard does not. I would get a 4x8 raised bed for the year.
I've got feelings about local soil toxicity but they're outweighed by wanting a plot. Raised bed helps but they're unlined. I wouldn't grow root vegs, roots accumulate toxins. Greens too, but less. I wish tomatoes grew better here, I'll do some cherry tomatoes though. And I'll prob end up with a bunch of squash.

Ohhh the weather changed again. My prodrome shit started on Wednesday, which was when the weather turned. This sucks. Weather is not a trigger that I can avoid unless I move to like southern California 😑

I prefer my aromatherapy at levels approaching chemical warfare.

Fuck. Migraine. My aura was weird this time. Goosebumps and visual disturbances and idek

I see I'm back on my bullshit of sleeping 6 or 11 hours, alternating.
I guess that averages to 8.5 so it's probably whatever?

Damnit, here comes my post-therapy headache. It's running a little behind schedule today. Whyyyy tho.

Working on my trash room

I miss picture-in-picture.