Merricat @CorvusRobotica@wandering.shop
Norwegian Poet and Digital Culture student, bi, she/her, 31
Joined Feb 2020
tfw someone calls you out of the blue and needs the serious therapy part of you and you're not prepared. That was two very intense hours on the phone and I am fine and the other person is fine, but yeah. If you know you know, I guess.
It's always so joyful when I can reference my favourite memes seriously in my academic papers. I feel like I'm getting away with something, but It's Good And Important, Actually.
exam presentation in 6 days, nervous, it's 20 minutes talking about something I'm passionate about... somehow that's almost worse?
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I am home, jesus, I am so hungover and ssweaty, crashe din my friends spare room and getting home took over AN HOUR uuugh
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Would someone like to give me a medal for not snapchatting my ex back when he was hinting at flirtation and instead putting my thoughts into my Poetry Thoughts document?
Cause yikes. It's been a month and I still feel like I'm responding to him out of muscle memory at this point.
fell asleep at 7 am because I had a Very Good Scenario going in the dreamworld I go to escape my life, thus I am tired today.
the absolute hubris in putting all 3 of my duvet covers in the wash at the same time and praying one of them is dry before I go to sleep.
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I have no cam and I must stream
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I have tried to let good men love me kind.
I wonder sometimes
if I entered them like a fungi.
My heartbeat in their stomach, pulsing in the night
if some of my bad blood
travelled their system
like rot. I tried to make beds out of them
where I could rest
but I only made mulch. And I myself
am not really woman
but something belonging to the dark soil.
did my make up to film a TikTok no one is gonna see, living my best life.
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I'm in a mindspace lately where I'm kinda not talking to a lot of people, and I'm figuring shit out, and I don't wanna be perceived, but if I have to be perceived I want it to be with very bright colours like a poisonous flower.
me: I'll do a subtle drag king look, that will be good practice on shadows...
also me: *ADDS DEEP RED EYESHADOW*
Someone validate my soft chin so I stop second guessing cutting my hair very short tomorrow because I am not a sharp jaw gay
Single again, it was the right decision and I'm fine, but...it sucks ya know.
Trying to get my database work done before The Weekend Start is kinda a lost cause, but I'm hoping to be done before 9
Norwegian Poet and Digital Culture student, bi, she/her, 31
Joined Feb 2020
